Nostalgia has a way of blocking the reality of the past.
dreams marriage death pride lies silence jealousy obsession family nostalgia betrayal boyfriend girlfriend divorce fights memories ego fantasy cheating denial personality the-past desires real-life bickering insecurity drama sentimental attachment pictures failures boredom funerals competition disappointments bad-relationships vacations flirtation stimulus-seeking memory-loss day-dreams treachery false-memories annoying-habits drama-seeking how-it-was incompatability marriage-difficulties
Now I am twenty-eight, and am in reality more illiterate than many schoolboys of fifteen. It is true that I have thought more, and that my day dreams are more extended and magnificent; but they want (as the painters call it) keeping; and I greatly need a friend who would have sense enough not to despise me as romantic, and affection enough for me to endeavour to regulate my mind.