Everybody is equally weak on the inside, just that some present their ruins as new castles and become kings –
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Emotions don’t interfere in my acting, nor in my life.
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I was never able to accept anyone else’s support but my own –
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A good enemy can be better than the best of friend.
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You can speak to me like you haven’t spoken even to yourself.
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Desires are what can most easily ruin us, lovely.
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And what if you try to kill me? Or worse: to kiss me?
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Paranoia. The more you think of an imaginary problem, the more you feel as though it’s real –
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And I wasn’t playing a role – I was trying to be myself.But the harder I was striving, the more I was realizing that I had probably lost that ‘myself’ somewhere between two perfectly performed roles...
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