Losing will not always amount to a loss, sometimes you have to lose those toxic relationships and bad habits to create a space for better things.

And maybe, although it was a thing you could hardly bear to think about, like death or your last judgment, maybe he would be the last one ever and he would walk away now and it would only be a question of waiting for it all to end and hoping for better things in the next world. But that was silly, it was never too late.