All your life you're yellow. Then one day you brush up against something blue, the barest touch, and voila, the rest of your life you're green.

Infatuation burns itself out,' she says. 'Friendship mixed with old chemistry--that can last a lifetime.

It's like this," Nana says. "All your life you're yellow. Then one day you brush up against something blue, the barest touch, and voila, the rest of your life you're green.

This is what I think. Addiction is just a way of trying to get at something else. Something bigger. Call it transcendence if you want, but it's a fucked-up way, like a rat in a maze. We all want the same thing. We all have this hole. The thing you want offers relief, but it's a trap.