The only time you fail is when you fall down and stay down.
When you connect to the silence within you, that is when you can make sense of the disturbance going on around you.
The true measure of success is how many times you can bounce back from failure.
Success will be within your reach only when you start reaching out for it.
Judgment is a negative frequency.
When your back is to the wall and you are facing fear head on, the only way is forward and through it.
Before you can successfully make friends with others, first you have to become your own friend.
It’s not about working for money, it’s about having money work for you.
When you fail, that is when you get closer to success.
It sometimes takes a state of solitude to bring to mind the real power of companionship.
Doing the tough things sets winners apart from losers.
Each new friend gives rise to the possibility of anything!
If you think you can then you can.
When you know love then that is the time you forget hate.
Start with big dreams and make life worth living.
Unless you know where you are going then you will not know how to get there.
Know you will win and you will win!
Do you want to retire early rich or retire late poor? Cosmic Ordering answers the first question!
There is nothing around me but money, money, money.
Live in this moment ... for it is the only moment we have!
Our way of thinking creates good or bad outcomes.
Happiness is something we reap from the seeds we sow. Plant misery seeds and that us what you reap.
When we give up the chase, we give up our wishing.
When we lose our spiritual child then that is when we have grown old.
Happy people produce. Bored people consume.
No matter how small you start, always dream big.
All that you are is all around you.
Without friends you have nothing!
The true test of one's mettle is how many times you will try before you give up.
Even when in the midst of disturbance, the stillness of the mind can offer sanctuary.
We were all born equal, but where we are in life now is of our own making.
Don’t dare to dream big, just dream BIG!
If we lose all of our wealth and are only left with love then, indeed, we shall never be poor.
It is in doing things and not reading about them that results come about.
It is your vibrational thoughts that give life to the goals you wish for.
Beliefs are not related to religion but they are basically about who you are.
It's no shame in reaching second or third base if you aimed for first base.
One who swims with the tide and not the other side will benefit from the opportunity that flows.
When faced with a hurdle then give it all you've got to jump over it because it can't be done in two stages.
Use ‘Why?’ to help you follow the breadcrumbs back to the source of the problem.
Don't live to be judged for what you haven't done. Live to be judged for what you have done.
The tragedy is that what you disapprove of in others is the very thing you disapprove of in yourself.
Today I am even richer.
In the autumn of your years don't make it so that what you look back on is regret. Live your life now so that whatever you do gives some sunshine before you head into the winter of your life.
Without enthusiasm then what we have surrounded ourselves with becomes worthless.
While amidst the crowd and seeking quieteness in another zone you can still get away from them by homing in on matters within.
If you do not have persistence then no amount of education, talent or genius can make up for it.
The only thing limiting your aspiration is your imagination.
You are human, so stop acting as if though you are a sheep and start thinking for yourself.
Grief helps you come to grips with the loss of a loved one. Guilt helps you make better moral decisions or bring you to apologise for a wrongdoing. In proper doses, these types of negative emotions are necessary and healthy.
Pessimists never go on a voyage of discovery, equally so they never leave the shoreline in search of new horizons.
When we have reached the depths of despair, only then can we look up and see the light of hope.
The Law of Attraction is a theory. Cosmic Ordering is a practice putting that theory to work.
The law of sacrifice postulates that we need to give in order to receive ... Cosmic Ordering says, receive before you give.
I am wealth, I am abundance, I am Cosmic Ordering.
Good thoughts can become reality with Cosmic Ordering.
With Cosmic Ordering you can keep your luxuries and ask for more.
With Cosmic Ordering life is a field of unlimited possibilities.
Anyone believing in Cosmic Ordering wants for nothing.
Believe all things are possible With Cosmic Ordering.
Cosmic Ordering is with you in all that you do.
Silver surfers ... nah, that's old hat. Retire a gold surfer with Cosmic Ordering.
If you have made mistakes in life there’s always another chance with Cosmic Ordering.
The universe is full of magical things to be manifested with Cosmic Ordering.
If there was no Cosmic Ordering then it would have been necessary to invent it.
There are more triumphs than defeats with Cosmic Ordering.
The key to failure is ignoring Cosmic Ordering.
Failure is a steppingstone to poverty, Cosmic Ordering is an elevator to success.
Human beings are incredibly slow, Cosmic Ordering is incredibly fast!
Some people only dream of success… while others wake up and use Cosmic Ordering.
The greatest barrier to wealth creation is the denial of Cosmic Ordering.
The grass withers, the flower fades, but Cosmic Ordering stands forever.
The mode by which the impossible is reached is Cosmic Ordering.
The person who is waiting for something to turn up might start with Cosmic Ordering.
To fail is a natural consequence of trying, to succeed is a natural consequence of Cosmic Ordering.
With Cosmic Ordering it’s not only your wealth that grows, your mind does too!
Cosmic Ordering success sticks to you like mud to a blanket.
You can forget trying to climb the success ladder, all you will ever need in life is brought to you in the Cosmic Ordering elevator.
A Cosmic Ordering beginning makes a wealthy ending.
Lessen the odds are stacked against you, Use Cosmic Ordering.
When you have done your best and still failed, use Cosmic Ordering.
Everybody talks about being rich, Cosmic Ordering does something about it.
A man may fail many times, and then he turns to Cosmic Ordering.
On the road to success some will always expect tragedy ... ditch your doubts and experience success with Cosmic Ordering.
Time is a great teacher, but Cosmic Ordering is a great provider.
Time is priceless, Cosmic Ordering is limitless.
If your only goal is to become rich then use Cosmic Ordering.
Don’t let time make a fool of you, use Cosmic Ordering.
What might have been can be with Cosmic Ordering.
No more need to rob Peter to pay Paul with Cosmic Ordering.
Rome wasn’t built in a day, but that's because they never used Cosmic Ordering.
Defeat the warriors of patience and time with Cosmic Ordering.
Hope might grant you a wish in the nick of time, Cosmic Ordering grants them all the time.
Wealth is a by-product of Cosmic Ordering.
Don’t wait for success, use Cosmic Ordering.
Believe and achieve with Cosmic Ordering.
All in good time is something Cosmic Ordering does not follow.
The fastest way to double your money is to use Cosmic Ordering.
Forget hard work, use Cosmic Ordering.
Cosmic Ordering is your one way ticket to prosperity.
There's always a free lunch with Cosmic Ordering.
Use Cosmic Ordering now, not as a morning after pill.
If you weren’t born with a silver spoon in your mouth, use Cosmic Ordering.
The first law of attraction is use Cosmic Ordering now.
With Cosmic Ordering you can count your chickens before they have hatched.
When you use Cosmic Ordering you will move from cloud nine to cloud ten.
Cosmic Ordering is an ever full piggy bank.
The proof of the pudding is in the Cosmic Ordering.
No need to steal someone’s thunder, with Cosmic Ordering you can make your own.
Sweep the board with Cosmic Ordering Success.
Cosmic Ordering does not judge you.
Riches will come when you follow Cosmic Ordering.
Cosmic Ordering will never forsake you.
Cosmic Ordering is absent in body but present in spirit.
Cosmic Ordering cultivates prosperity daily.
In Cosmic Ordering, we put our trust
It’s payday every day of the week with Cosmic Ordering.
Failure is a detour on the way to using Cosmic Ordering.
Forget being a bad failure, use Cosmic Ordering and be good at success.
The only secret of wealth creation is knowing how to use Cosmic Ordering.
Cosmic Ordering – not strength or intelligence – is the key to unlocking your potential.
Panic, fear, worry, doubt, negativity ... words not recognized by Cosmic Ordering.
There’s the impossible and then there’s Cosmic Ordering.
To make Cosmic Ordering work you have to start using it.
Forget the secrets of success, use Cosmic Ordering instead.
Whatever your desire, use Cosmic Ordering to get what you require!
In the beginning man was poor, then along came Cosmic Ordering.
Don’t just wish you were rich, use Cosmic Ordering.
Twenty years from now you will be disappointed you never used Cosmic Ordering today.
You didn’t fail, you just didn’t use Cosmic Ordering.
Often the only difference between success and failure is not using Cosmic Ordering.
To fail is nothing, unless you continue to ignore Cosmic Ordering.
Just a minute, Cosmic Ordering can give you a whole lot more ... a whole lifetime of more.
There is no eleventh hour with Cosmic Ordering, only the golden hour.
If you want to be on Forbes Rich List, use Cosmic Ordering.
Wealth creation is 10% of what you know and 90% Cosmic Ordering.
Cosmic Ordering is like an echo! What you ask for comes back.
The great dividing line between success and failure is Cosmic Ordering
With Cosmic Ordering, the best days of your life are always ahead of you.
Forget about letting nature taking its course to make you wealthy, Cosmic Ordering works faster.
Time is the wisest counselor of all, but Cosmic Ordering is the biggest provider.
Change your life! Wake up and smell the Cosmic Ordering success.
Don’t waste time making money ... use Cosmic Ordering.
Now you can build Rome in a day with Cosmic Ordering.
OK you maybe can't buy happiness with Cosmic Ordering, but it's much better crying in a mansion than in a hovel.
Wake up and smell the wealth with Cosmic Ordering.
When all around you are losing their heads, use Cosmic Ordering.
Take a rain check on poverty with Cosmic Ordering.
When life gives you lemons, use Cosmic Ordering!
Sick of lame ducks, use Cosmic Ordering and your ducks will lay golden eggs.
With Cosmic Ordering you will never eat humble pie again.
Cosmic Ordering is a licence to print money.
Cosmic Ordering is a dish best served today.
It’s a red sky every night with Cosmic Ordering.
Now your boat comes in every day with Cosmic Ordering.
Now beggars can be choosers with Cosmic Ordering.
Certain situations need a Jedi-like approach. One of these is when you are in a strange environment, usually where you feel unsure of yourself. You would be surprised how, if you walk with confidence and meaning, people will see this as a mark of confidence, yet you are perhaps shaking inside but outwardly you have the gait of a confident Jedi Knight.
Your self-confidence is simply the part of your brain that tells you whether or not you should try something different or new or believe in yourself, and just as a Jedi truly believes that it is within their power to control their thoughts and stay in the Light, so can you.
Your core, lying deep within you, is what makes you what you are. Some call it the soul, the Higher Self, the true self, the being and so on. The name is unimportant once you realize that you are more than your looks and outward appearance.
The Jedi is a practitioner of mind mastery. He realizes that whatever they are experiencing, they are creating and that they can change their lives in an instant by changing their thoughts, their focus and the way they are observing and engaging the energy of the world around them and the people who they’ve invited into their lives to play whatever roles they’ve chosen them to play.
Gone are the days when 19-inch biceps would once command respect. A Jedi doesn’t walk around with their arms flexed and with a thousand yard stare in their eyes. They walk with a good posture, their head held high and with a serious, yet friendly, look on their face.
Reality is a projection of your thoughts or the things you habitually think about.
Be yourself and become wealthy!
To put it simply, the lizard brain is purely concerned with survival.
Becoming wealthy is about accumulating wealth.
In a culture of hyper-consumption the advertising industry has brainwashed many people into believing they can raise their status just by driving a particular brand of whatever it is they are pushing at you.
Do not invest time and money into yourself to have others completely destroy it!
As much as the destination ends the journey, so it is of the dream coming true.
Making time for what you really want to do can be a full-time job, but only if you allow it to be.
We all have a voice of sorts and when put with others we make a good sound.
To secure victory, first you have to dare to do so.
Triumphing over great difficulties can lead to great happiness.
None of us is born a genius, it self-ignites within us.
The prize is as big as the fight in you to get it.
Without doing anything physical you can use the hands of your mind to change the world.
A man can be knocked down a thousand times and can still get back up, but when he puts himself down he has defeated himself more than a million others could have done.
Talent does not automatically generate success. You can be talentless, but so long as you have fortitude then you will have success.
Unless someone has lived your life, no one can live your dream!
When you only focus on your goals you never see any obstacles.
When you face fear head on, it is no more!
We can all be giants in moments of peace and harmony, but to stay a giant in adversity is the true test of one’s mettle.
It is pointless waiting for the moment because you are already in the moment so just get started!
If someone wants to be in your world then they will be anything you want them to in it.
To consciously meditate is to lose influence over the outer world.
Your attitudes towards others affect what you think about yourself.
Abundance does not come in packages, it comes from the happiness within.
Serenity within the chaos of life is there to be discovered, just look within yourself for it.
Sometimes only when opportunity stops banging to be let in do we notice its absence!
Materialism allows for a greater vision!
If all your focused thoughts followed your inner feelings, your life would be abundant and joyful beyond all imagining.
By nature you are a manifesting machine!
Feelings are the directional impulses of your soul. Your soul always wants you to go into the direction of greater joy.
Focus on lack and you will always struggle to create enough money.
When you allow your mind to ONLY have positive thoughts towards your desired outcome you are saying to the Universe that you are devoted to manifesting your dream.
First, be better than yourself, then strive to better than your competitors.
Feeling undeserving is never compatible with the ability to attract or create wealth.
Forgiveness is remembering the truth of who you are.
One of the aims of forgiveness is to turn the frozen, pent-up energy in stored-up emotions into free energy that people can express themselves with in the present.
Each manifestation is an ascension opportunity. All manifestations teach something about oneself and mirror one’s own unconscious state of being.
For aspirants upon the spiritual path, each manifestation provides clues as to what needs to be released or cleared in order to continue to ascend.
The Universe supports doers.
Love is not jealous, angry or afraid.
In mystical terms, the law of attraction specifies that you will attract to yourself those experiences that match your beliefs.
Growing older does not automatically mean growing kinder or wiser.
By thinking of the good things you want to happen as part of a regular routine, you are creating a positive energy.
Your thoughts and feelings together create an ‘energetic blueprint’ that is constantly being emitted out into the world.
The truth is, the source of existence is infinite and to discover the essence of it is an unfolding that lasts for eternity.
If you do not have the time to become healthy then so it is the same of becoming wealthy.
By simply and profoundly giving love to yourself everyday in every way you are saying to the Universe you are worthy of attaining any dream, vision or goal. Feel worthy of it.
Big or small, be ready to do your part when you dare to dream and you will be rewarded with success from the Universe.
If you were brought up on a poor man’s brand of drink and prefer that to this very day then do not pretend you like expensive wine.
I know a lot of wealthy people, and yet not many of them drive a Rolls Royce or a Ferrari! However, I also know some of poor people on the verge of bankruptcy driving Bentleys!
However, what I have come to understand from my life’s journey is that I am always in the right place at the right time. In fact, there is no other place I could possibly be.
Dare to believe that there is something better for you and that you can change your future and make it better.
With a clear idea of what you want in life, you need to actively pursue your dream. Half-hearted attempts will not work.
Dreams give purpose to one’s life. If you do not wish anything better for yourself or for your loved ones, then life loses meaning.
There are many fun things to do in life, but few that are more rewarding than committing to living the life of your dreams.
Often the unfavorable events of our lives are a catalyst for long needed change, so what seemed like a poor decision in the beginning can result in much better quality of life in the long term.
Do not look back at the decision, look for the solution.
When it comes to creating million dollar inventive ideas, most people stop short of reaching the mother stratum while mining their own seam of gold! Genius takes effort and passion.
There is doggedness to genius. It is the ability to dig deep and hold on to the dream.
It is easy to be average. It takes no endeavor at all to be like everybody else.
When we give up our dreams then we are merely existing and not living.
Be who you are longing to be, practice thinking of yourself as the person of your dreams.
Only when you verbalize your interests will the Universe be able to come to your aid.
Your dreams may have been buried inside of you for a long time because you were busy with things that needed to get done, but it is never too late to dare to dream.
Self-expression is an important requirement if you desire to make giant leaps in your career.
Working on your dream whenever it is convenient for you will not work. When you dare to dream, you should also dare to do.
Everybody has dreams and goals. All you have to do is dig them up.
Looking flash without the cash is worthless!
Stash the cash and stop being flash if you want to give being wealthy a bash!
Each of us channel through the rest of us, which is true on every plane of being and in every field of enterprise and in all walks of life.
All we are in possession of is the result of the snowballing attitude of our minds.
When it comes to manifesting anything you desire, sometimes you have to go and collect.
As the Universe brings your desires towards you, sometimes you must take the path it lays out for you so that you can be in the right place to receive it.
Positive words can bend your world in your favor.
Millionaires, though, see objects like diamonds and good feelings merely as fruits. The root of true wealth, in fact, stems from your behaviors.
When you are able to identify what drives you, you will be better equipped to draw out your possible options and make the relevant decisions that will help you achieve your goals.
Discovering how the Universe will manifest all of your dreams for you is going to be an exciting journey that will harmonize the trinity of your mind, body and spirit.
Creating abundance must start from within ourselves.
Leaving your future to pot luck is holding you back, you are worth more than anything, yet why do you leave everything to chance?
The foundation of all personal development, actually, is self-acceptance and self-love.
Your level of vibration runs parallel with your feelings, meaning you are in control of your life and the events that come into your life at any given moment.
Base your self-esteem on truth.
Gratitude raises your awareness and focus and it can inspire you to achieve better for yourself and the people around you.
Once you realize that everything in the Universe is connected then you will have a better understanding of the fundamental nature of manifesting.
What is energy? Everything is energy.
The higher the vibration, the more positive the events or people you attract and likewise.
Time is manmade! It is simply an invention! Believe it or not, time only exists here on earth for us humans.
The second step that comes right after taking responsibility for everything that occurs in your life is to let go of all that you do not feel good about.
The first step to reclaim your power to control your own life is to take responsibility for your life completely.
To make initial inroads into manifesting a new life, first one has to acknowledge their current life.
Just as you first eat with your eyes, you also first desire things with your subconscious mind!
No matter what you say to someone else, you always hear it first.
A thoughtform is rather like electricity … it must first be created and then discharged in order to exist.
Just think how many thousands of years nature has spent sculpting rocks for us! I can tell you, I have learned that just because it was that way yesterday, it does not mean that it should be that way tomorrow.
Unlocking the power of your subconscious mind is a simple process, requiring only your willingness and effort.
Being able to unlock your subconscious mind depends on knowing what you want before you can achieve it.
One BIG thing you overlooked when setting out on living the adventure of being wealthy was that you overlooked your current reality!
Imagine repeating the power words ‘love’ or ‘happiness’ for five minutes twice a day for the rest of your life, amazing things could happen.
You can create financial abundance by having a positive relationship with money.
Everything is energy, and energy cannot be created or destroyed, it can only be changed or mutated from one form to another.
When you begin to entertain the more positive possibilities, hope for the best, plan for the best and expect the best, your eventual attraction of the best possible circumstances is almost guaranteed.
Motivation is a state of mind, just like discouragement.
Do you truly believe in the worthiness of your dreams? Do you truly think they are worth the consistent effort required to make them manifest? Once you truly believe, nothing can stop you but yourself, for such belief is the same power which creates and maintains all existence.
You can make as many NAPS as you like, but unless they have clean language in the narration then you could well be sabotaging your own dreams!
When you turn your dreams on there is no off switch.
Create your own out of the box thinking, create your own box.
If being in the NOW doesn’t work, don’t worry as there is always another one tomorrow!
Ignorance breeds success.
Your beliefs attract to you the life you experience.
For success we need to focus with a converging thought process.
You can radically alter the worth of your life when you develop inner voices that serve and support your true purpose.
Stop wasting any more time looking outside of 'you' for what is not there. Look within and you will find the treasure you seek.
A self-limiting belief is no stronger than the flimsy rope that tethers an elephant by its foot.
Repeating positive installing statements for a few minutes, and then thinking negatively the rest of the day neutralizes the effects of the positive words.
Once upon a time it took many years of hard work to establish a winning business, but today that time scale has been cut down to months … not years.
To acquire great wealth quickly you must be a person who shares generously.
No matter how small you start, always dream and think BIG. If you start with small thoughts then you will stay with small thoughts.
You have to see every unit of currency that passes through your hands as a seed to your financial future.
The secret to becoming wealthy and successful is thinking wealthy and successful!
Instead of thinking 'law of attraction', think 'unlimited abundance'.
The only difference, apart from heaps of cash, between someone who is wealthy and someone who is poor is having the right mindset and attitude.
The poor want a few dollars more - the rich focus on making more.
If you solely focus only on financial survival then that is where you will always be.
The wealthy do not focus on day-to-day short-term survival. Successful people focus on wealth building assets.
Do you know why the rich get richer? It’s is because they spend time with other rich people.
You have to learn when it’s best to delegate those hard physical jobs to others while you tackle the heavy thinking.
One of the biggest secrets of success is delegation. Exactly the method Sir Richard Branson uses! If it helped him become a billionaire businessman then it is worth utilizing in your own life/business, etc.
What we imagine to be true becomes true.
Success is not usually the result of pure chance or fluke. Mind you, neither is a failure the result of bad luck.
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
I mean everyone has a different opinion of you – so many boxes for you to fit into!
All your strength must come from within, because no external source can provide it.
Every day there are opportunities for me, and I take them.
Do what other successful people are doing, that is how you can be brilliant.
Don’t look on in awe, emulate your idols and become one in the process.
Words and statements work both ways - to build or destroy.
Whatever feelings you think you would have if your financial goals were met, feel them now!
Only when your old mental patterns have been ditched will you be able to put your ideas into action.
Thought awareness is the first step in the process of managing negative thoughts, as you cannot manage thoughts that you are unaware of.
If you want new results, get a new mindset!
Dreams are never too big, you will grow into them.
If you network you need to network with people who can help you.
Before you can make your dreams work, you have to get out of bed!!
I am successful and I love the fact that being successful allows me to choose the 'when', 'why', 'where' and 'how' of spending my time and energy.
No one is going to put their life on hold and do it for you – they are too busy frantically peddling their own lives along to stop and give you a hand.
Any ideas how we can develop a strategy for success? The answer is ... developing an action plan. It’s that simple!
Yes believe it or not all self-made millionaires have had to get their hands dirty at some point in their rags to riches story.
According to your strategy plan and how it looks is commensurate with how much effort you will apply to achieving success.
Split-second decision-making sets winners apart from losers.
Getting out of bed with a smile on your face most days is the start of being and knowing you are successful.
Perhaps you have an appetite to help others, to give of yourself so that others can have a better life ... and in so doing you yourself become successful.
A releasing statement works as though you are holding your belief tightly in your hand, then put your arm out and let it go! A releasing statement removes stumbling blocks from your mind, once done then you can use affirmations with success.
You don’t have to affirm the positive after you have released a negative belief!
Opportunity for success never sleeps, just those not chasing it!
One day you may just do that!
Success is simply a state of mind.
A smile is much lighter to carry than a frown!
When you are focused on what you're doing, you are not going to miss the next opportunity ... it's more likely that you get more!
The same zeal and guts with which you were persistent not to forgive is the same zeal and enthusiasm with which you should be able to open up a new relationship with your partner, loved one or friend, one that is founded on commitment and dedication.
The purpose of forgiveness is not to make sure that someone ends up changing into what you expect them to be, as this is dominance. The purpose is actually to make your own life better, more worthy and less stressful. Forgiveness reduces the hold that the wrongdoer has over you and empowers you.
You are simply naturally inclined to make mistakes just as everyone else is, whether male or female, black or white, young or old. These mistakes are your school of learning, therefore forgiveness is your greatest teacher in this school of learning.
If there ever was someone who had a control over you, someone who could cause you the greatest pain, someone who could ignore your most necessary requirements and someone for whom forgiveness were truly difficult to render, that person is none other than YOU.
Due to the need to co-exist with these inhuman and inconsiderate people, we will obviously be disturbed by their acts; something which if we look at closely actually means that we too could be affecting some other people negatively every once in a while.
During the depression, people fought each other for boxes of groceries and if you were lucky you might get a few shillings for fighting six rounds. When Jack Johnson was World Heavyweight Champ, back in the early 1900s, Hartlepool had a brilliant boxer called Jasper Carter. People today will never have heard of him, but almost 100 years ago he put Hartlepool on the fistic map.
Take a walk through the garden of forgiveness and pick a flower of forgiveness for everything you have ever done. When you get to that time that is now, make a full and total forgiveness of your entire life and smile at the bouquet in your hands because it truly is beautiful.
If you do what everyone else does, you will get what everyone else gets.
Stop harboring grudges against those who have wronged you, it just holds you back when you really want to be in the NOW.
If you are going to be a doubter, I don't need your negative energy.
Many surround themselves with luminaries, but in so doing they dull their own sparkle. If you want to shine bright, look to the heavens and see how the brightest star always stands apart from those lesser shining stars.
Those who speak most of health, have it. Those who speak most of wealth, have it. Those who speak most of joy, have it. The opposite also holds true. So which would you rather have?
By fully experiencing and going beyond an emotional block - through the layers of doubt and fear - you experience the emotion of who you truly are.
You have two voices, one that only you hear, and another that you speak out loud with, so others hear you. Regardless of what you actually say with your mouth, what matters is what your inner voice says, for this is the one you listen to the most.
To control your life, control your mind. To control your mind, control your breath.
No matter what your wishes, they are not crazy so long as they are not crazy to you!
Make the goal huge and you cannot miss!
Often success goes hand-in-hand with the sum total of sexual activity in your life.
You have a right to feel the universe is willing to provide you with blessings, but not to the point that it cannot do without you.
You put yourself where you are, and if you find yourself unsatisfied with how you are, then get yourself out of it.
Your life is in your hands. Only YOU have the capacity to turn it into a rosy path or a thorn filled one. Increase your vibrational output with Cosmic Ordering and your future will be rosy.
Do not avoid doing what you love because you fear that it will only result in poverty or lack. If you fear this, then this is exactly what will happen.
The universe is infinite, and the experiences and opportunities available to us are likewise.
Armed with positive thoughts, it becomes easier to focus on your goals, while the opposite also holds true.
Do not constantly question why your desires have not manifested, although you should keep a vibrational connection to them.
Harnessing the unique sex energy that can only arise through sexual expression can awaken multidimensional awareness and provide you with your desired goal.
Tell me your story and I will get back your life.
Willful blindness sees no end of damage done.
With sticky thinking you can become unstuck!
If you want to make dough, do a bun dance.
Suicides - you read of it…but you don’t know the truth, if you were to see it you would go insane! Cut throats, cut wrists, hangings, suffocating, eyes bulging and tongues protruding, more shit. Suicides always shit themselves, did you know that! Life’s final shit, the final act of madness; smell that you rats! Clean me up you pigs, zip me up in the bag you scum and get me out of here… Get me the fuck out of here…get me out!
Only by helping yourself first can you help the poor. Only by changing yourself first, can you change their condition. You achieve this by first removing from your mind any thoughts of poverty, for to think of something is to invoke it.
So if all what I’ve said is the definition of insanity then the next thing is how do you define an evil bastard? People can mix evil and insanity up, thinking both to be the one and self same thing…wrong! Let me tell you about evil, first you smell it, secondly you feel it, thirdly you taste it and finally you need to destroy it.
Our power to think is infinite, consequently that means our creative power is unlimited!
Allowing a negative sentence in your head to end itself forms the very nucleus of negative thoughtforms!
Once you clear that mind clutter out, the doorways for what you desire are open.
Avoid Law of Attraction counterfeits. Build solid foundations for your consciousness and your subconscious will soon play ball with you.
By priming your subconscious mind you are allowing it to run in the background, and that way you are actually sending out positive thoughtforms from your subconscious in the waking state!
The only way is to keep going forward. Ceaseless attention isn’t what creates success. Yes, give one thought the initial boost it needs, and want it like a lifeline to a new life, a new beginning, a new whatever! Then just let it go!
We have to believe that the thought we have is piecing together for us the thing we are thinking of and is actually carrying it closer and closer to us!
During a Zen Satori moment we have zero fear, zero anxiety and zero melancholy. All we have are powerful thought forces, yet in the fully conscious state our self-limiting beliefs can continually send the things we actually desire further away from us!
You simply feel out for the thoughtwaves of those others with a similar thought, the attraction between minds. As you are all aware, like attracts like!
The real Law of Attraction has many counterfeits which are more or less fascinating, but the results are worthless.
Remember: worry, fear, and negative thoughts produce a yield from those thoughts that have to be inevitably reaped after they have been sown!
If I could take you all back to being babies and just clear those bad habits you learned into adulthood away then the manifesting part would be so easy.
The great fact is that the source of all you desire comes from within! The answers to these needs will be found within you.
Just feel it, feel that connection and allow it. You will soon find that you attract similar influences.
If a painter started out with a canvas and a brush and changed his/her mind every fifteen minutes, what result could he/she expect? So why should we expect any different a result in molding the greatest of all substances – thoughtform?
Subconscious thought is what we bring into play when true manifesting is practiced.
Conscious thinking is something we do naturally, and any type of manifesting from this part of the mind shows up in all facets of our lives if we realize it or not.
It is what we employ from the subconscious mind that is the most productive for manifesting!
With regards any type of manifesting, when you are inspired or not inspired, you created it!
If you could look back at a notation of all the things that you thought or felt on a subject you could in all probability spot what thoughts and feelings created the results that you are experiencing right now.
Because sure enough, the more you try to eradicate those limiting thoughts from bouncing around in your head, those negative thoughts are going to be bouncing around in your head more and more!
A number of people thinking along the same lines will produce a great volume of power by virtue of a combination of their thought currenting into great streams of mental force.
If you can learn to be more trusting you will find how easier it is to go on to manifest successfully.
Most people fail in the process of manifesting money or the things they truly desire when they rush to take action without aligning themselves to whatever it is they desire.
Ah-ha, but those with enthusiasm and a high vibrational output still managed to do well even in that recession! This is how NAPS works! By embedding powerful and positive commands into it you are setting off a chain-reaction for success!
It’s rather like the economic crash some years ago, many were impacted by it and their vibrational output slowed right down. They believed in the crash so were vacuumed in to it!
The gatekeeper to the subconscious mind has to be overcome first before NAPS can work, and it is in the theta state when the gatekeeper can be bypassed. This is when NAPS works!
Imagine your conscious mind being a locked door to your subconscious mind, all of that lingering doubt blocking the way for the powerful messages you want to embed into your subconscious mind. Well now with NAPS you get to crash through those once locked doors!
Without first addressing any self-limiting beliefs within your mind you may find your NAPS are useless! We can say the same thing over and over to ourselves, but self-limiting beliefs within our mind will simply ignore what it is hearing!
After you clean your subconscious, you can insert new beliefs into your mind otherwise your old beliefs can sabotage the new ones.
You have to look at many different aspects of a person’s life to decide what self-limiting belief is still active. For instance, if you are poor then that is an obvious self-limiting belief to tackle about your hang-up over having money.
If you are overweight then what is the basis of this self-limiting belief, and so on and so on. All of these things come about because people still have limiting-beliefs inside their subconscious minds.
Once you clear that mind clutter out, the doorways for what you desire are open when you start using NAPS!
Clear out those things which compromise your consciousness, and then you have completed the first of a two part action to manifesting your desires.
If you do not use clean language in your NAPS the negative words can be literally taken as part of the NAPS, and then you wonder why your NAPS has gone adrift, or that it only partly worked for you.
These new gurus even wrote text about what it was they were teaching, but the true meaning, power and role of the Law of Attraction was shrouded by the need for these new gurus to expunge payment for what they now offered.
The original teachings about the Law of Attraction at its very basic level states that everything is created by thought and that thought attracts to itself physical things, people, situations and circumstances.
What the gurus were now selling was rehashed woo-woo! Now with NAPS you can truly use the Law of Attraction to its full potential, making all of those self-help books and audios obsolete!
In fact you need do nothing to be connected with the Law of Attraction! Whether you like it or not, since the very beginning of time, it is an unyielding, never bending, unbreakable universal rule. You cannot escape it!
Many have rehashed the great works of Plato, and coming forward to the 20th century even Napoleon Hill gave us rehashed woo-woo when he replicated Wallace D. Wattles.
Napoleon Hill also rehashed 'thoughts create things' when he wrote Think & Grow Rich in 1937 (although it had taken him 25 years to complete).
Going one step beyond the Law of Attraction when using NAPS takes us back to the original way it was invoked, before the rehashed woo-woo!
Start to use the Law of Attraction as it was originally intended all of those thousands of years ago today by just using simple, positive words in your NAPS without the woo-woo!
Wherever you get your inspiration from, it is down to you to secure it or find your source. We are each in our own race, some slow, some still at the starting lines and some, well … not even in it! However I am sure you will agree that you have to be in it to win it.
Now here is the fascinating thing, it is actually your own race! And just as a horse in a race, you do not look over to see what the next horse is doing. You are focused and you run your own race. That is how to create NAPS, create it for you and listen to yourself express those words with meaning and conviction.
I mean if we all looked at how much Bill Gates has in his bank and allowed that to act as a distraction then it could be very off-putting for some.
But this is how some get lost in the race of life, they spend their lives judging how much they will do or how much they should do based on what everyone else around them is doing.
Ask yourself this, 'How much more would YOU accomplish if YOU stopped looking over at the person beside YOU'?
It is about looking straight ahead and not shifting that focus. Keep your eyes on the prize!
Law of Attraction teaches that what you focus on you will attract, so as you focus on what everybody else is doing or not doing, then you will get more of that.
Running your own race means embracing your dreams and shifting towards them and not letting anyone discourage you from your goals or dreams. Create your NAPS with this in mind!
Think about it, if you can pick up on the vibes and thoughts of others then surely you can send out your own vibes and thoughts to others with a little conscious effort!
You can influence a whole plethora of things, and just as they can influence you then you can influence them.
Going one step further, imagine if you could influence your subconscious mind to send out the right vibes to your conscious mind! That is what you are doing with NAPS.
Now where do all of those thoughts and feelings go that you send out? Well look all around you, and look upwards, too. The ether around you carries all of your thoughtwaves in all directions! Ping, ping, ping, ping … there they go!!!!
If I could offer only one tool to help you attract more of what you want, it would be what is commonly called NAPS (Night Audio Programs).
I am a huge fan of NAPS, and by using them correctly we are able to access our subconscious minds and change our negative or neutral beliefs into positive ones.
Expanding on the age-old system of learning while you sleep through audio recordings, NAPS uses the exact same method as you would use for listening to any audio whilst sleeping.
In developing NAPS even further than just learning while you sleep, I have expanded on how others have brought this to the fore of subconscious power … I have gone beyond that.
... there is one BIG factor to take into account before listening to any NAPS recording, and that is clearing yourself of self-limiting beliefs and fears of overcoming!
Unless you clear those once stubborn self-limiting beliefs and fears you will find the NAPS you have recorded is simply a waste of your time in doing so.
It has taken me a lot of years, but I find silence is sometimes the best answer.
Face it and it will be less …
You cannot give out a negative frequency, that of disrespect, and expect respect to flow toward you. Neither can you hold on to your biases, prejudices and negative thinking toward something, and expect that something positive will return to you.
Reality is a projection of your thoughts or the things you habitually think about. Your entire life and everything in it is a result of your belief system coupled with your thoughts. The feelings and emotions you have cement this in your mind, and the illusion of all of this combined is what you see as your reality on a moment-to-moment and day-to-day basis.
True gratitude, not mere verbal platitudes of thanks, is also a power in and of itself, which bursts forth from our inner being to the universe. Having received this power, the universe must respond, allowing more gifts to come our way.
It does not matter if you are asking for health, for happiness, for financial wealth, or for all three. It doesn’t matter if you have no idea how this will come to you. Neither does it matter if you have no reason to expect it to.
Stop acting so small, you are as big as the universe!!!!!!!!
There’s nothing mysterious about Cosmic Ordering, it’s simply a method used to transmute thought into reality.
If you want a new life, first give praise for having the old one!
Run and hide or rise and shine ...
Become your own success story, not someone else's.
If you are in a prison of fear ... break out!
Positive thinking without any thought is wasted ...
Some people pray for miracles ... with Cosmic Ordering YOU manifest them!
When life is tough, use Cosmic Ordering. When life is great, use Cosmic Ordering.
When you unfold your spirit, you unfold your dream.
To take control of your life ... just let go!
When you use your mind to grow yourself, education doesn't come into it.
You think the thing, draw the picture and then it happens.
If you like who you are then losing yourself isn’t a choice! But if you don’t like yourself, get lost.
There’s no respect for older people at all today, and that’s saddening. Look at the way crime against older people has risen! You know, there’s no calling people ‘Mr’ or ‘Mrs’ now, they just call you, and it’s all ‘fuck off’ and the likes of.
I could be accused of glamourising crime, the favorite question on all journalists’ lips whenever they ask about anyone writing about such things. The answer to that must be an emphatic ‘Yes’. We’ve come to expect our icons of the criminal world to be larger than life, better than anyone else at foiling the final capture scene. We all love a good thriller ....
This was my first time in Govan. You could smell and taste the thick smog in the air. The Blue Triangle was a new high-tech building, and it didn’t look right standing there in front of older and more historical buildings. The Blue Triangle may have looked great from the outside, but once inside, to my horror, it was full of young teenage boys and girls full of deep and dark depression
I was having a field day down the Westend; my deep pockets were jingling and full of money nearly every day of the week. My brother’s bird, Irene, wanted a fur coat, so I got her one by throwing a brick through the shop window and grabbing the coat off the shop dummy. Once I got to the bed-sit, I put the jacket on and waltzed in to the flat looking like Liberace, the two of them burst out laughing. Irene was like a tramp eating chips. ‘Let’s try it on, Jimmy, please?’ As she swooned around like Joan Collins with the fur coat on, she had the air of a council estate beauty queen about her.
I got my lawyer to visit me in the jail. He couldn’t believe the bruising over my body, so he pulled the governor and asked why I was covered in marks. The governor said to my lawyer that it was ‘self-inflicted’ and was caused by my ‘running into walls’. That part was disproved because walls don’t leave footprints all over your body.
I waltzed into the hall with my escort of five screws like some rapper with his well-paid entourage. A fiendish looking, little bastard with blonde hair and a crooked nose came up to me and said, ‘Okay, Holland, welcome to Shotts. Welcome to the man-eater!
We already knew how much there was; it was splashed all over the evening papers in large, glaring headlines: ‘Bank robbers grab £67,500!’ ‘Biggest bank robbery ever!’ ‘Daring bandits escape with huge sum!’ Take your pick; it all made lurid reading. According to the press the police were closing in on the raiders and their arrest was imminent. I got up and put the ‘Do Not Disturb’ sign on the door - that should stop them!
I’ve often been asked; how do you rob a bank? The answer to that is that there is no instruction book. The fact is you never know what will happen when you step through the door of a bank and declare yourself. Certainly, you can work hard on preparations; have everything organised from vehicles to weapons and set out the getaway, but there are no set rules.
Someone once asked me if I knew the feeling of fear. Oh, I knew fear. Well, really speaking I never feared any fucker at that time; I’ve got to be honest. But I knew fear, the fear of losing! There was never any fear of combat! My father instilled that fear in to me and that was what drove me on to win … the fear of what was to come after you went home saying you’d lost!
Today, these doormen, they wear body armour, armoured gloves, stab proof vests and all sorts; it’s totally changed, you get shot at the door you are paid to stand at, never mind getting stabbed. Druggies go away, get a gun, return and start shooting at you! Yeah, times are changing fast and there are some nice kids out there and some of them are fucking wild. I can’t see it getting better with these drug mugs because they get on them and they can’t get off them again.
On this world you have the animals and they have as much right to be on this world as us; and it’s man who is the reason they are pushed to extinction. They’re killing them for their tusks and their horns, and these fucking idiots, they think claws will give them sex appeal and they get all fucking sissy on you.
I believe in most men there is a certain amount of violence. Every man has a bit of fight in him, but some of them have to look deeper within themselves, further than most. The fight is there if you search for it; people don’t think they’ve got it at all, but they have got it, like the weakest fucking crony you could see on earth. If someone broke in to the house, I believe he’d fucking have a go rather than somebody hurt his wife and kids; it would press him to his limits. If he’s not going to defend his pitch, he’s not worth a cup of cold fucking water.
People keep telling me that I’m a legend in Merthyr and a legend in many other places. Here’s my understanding on that, what’s a legend? I don’t really know what a legend is, I don’t even know the word. I’m not a King Arthur reincarnate either. I might be one of the Round Table, but I’m not King Arthur.
In a dancehall in Kendal, I chased the bouncers out of the fucking dancehall, they were wearing white coats and they took these coats off, put them on the floor and jacked; Ginger Harris and me, we put the white coats on and took over for the night!
The scenario where the sprawling anti-hero gets his comeuppance and the champion walks off into the sunset with his arm around the prize, usually a woman, is a pleasing one. This media personification of what a hero is all about used to be the common norm. Examining past events can confirm this convoluted outlook that sees the baddie being portrayed as some sort of evil manifestation sent to cause havoc by any means possible.
Malcolm Price embodies all that is Welsh, aside from the green valleys and male voice choirs. The will to win against insurmountable odds is a penchant of the Welsh, put this with a propensity to never say ‘die’ and that is what makes the Welsh so durable.
Most of the pubs had barred Des, but he came in to the Tiger bar and he points to me and says, ‘And you, out! I want you by the back of the car park.’ So I obliged him and proceeded to kick the poor cunt all around the car park, he ended up in hospital for a week! Eventually, when he came out of hospital he said that I was the best thing that had happened to him, I’d cured him!
Examining the background of anyone can bring skeletons to our attention; a blot on the landscape can mar all what pleases the eye. This is how Malcolm Price was perceived by those who would stand back in fear of what he was all about, yet nothing could be further from the truth!
As one of the motorbikes came towards me, I let a big heavy right go, and knocked the rider’s head clean off his shoulders! Fucking hell, the guy’s head was still in his helmet and it was clattering all the way down the road.
These near death escapades didn’t put me off working in violent situations. If trouble happened then I couldn’t stop to think of what might happen. There were some good people about and my job was to protect them from trouble, I couldn’t let past experiences put me off.
As much as Merthyr is a fighting town, these people also have hearts of gold. I worked all over Monmouth, and then the Aberfan disaster happened! That was a very emotional episode in my life. I never want to see anything like that ever again! In my opinion, the tip should have been moved well before the rain got in to it, and the old tip came rolling down the hillside on the school and the walls just caved in!
He caught me neat, right on the fucking face and I took one step back and thought, you’re not getting away with that you bastard! I was punching the piss out of him, he kept going down, but I didn’t kick him, he’d had enough. I didn’t put the boot in to a man older than myself. But this confrontation was out of the blue, out of the fucking blue. That’s what I had to face.
I never knew any of these people who were using my name, if I had a fiver for every time my name was used for protective purposes by these people to ward off trouble then I’d be a millionaire many times over by now.
One lesson I learned from all of this, and that was a hard one, for all of the good I did people, it was never remembered. I was the one doing jail, not them. Apart from a small circle of close loyal friends, I was and am on my own.
A normal fighter in the street fights in a different way than a disciplined boxer, but a boxer is from the other world, it’s a big difference. A boxer can throw a six-inch punch. A six-inch punch can knock you clean down. I’m very wary of those boxers, I can tell you. If you get a boxer that can street fight and he mixes it together then it makes a lethal combination! I mixed boxing and street fighting in to a cocktail and when I knocked them down I kept them down by use of the boot.
At first, we both miss a few sharp bursts of wild punches and then, BANG! I catch him with a full swing left hook and he goes down like a ferret down a hole after a rabbit. When that punch landed, I broke my hand, again, and simultaneously broke his jaw. I wonder if that is an entry into the Guinness Book of records?
When I got off him, I spat the blood that was swamping my mouth in to his face, I looked down at him and it really looked like he was dying… shit! The ambulance arrived in about a minute and they got an oxygen mask straight on him and I could see the life draining out of him. You see, this is the problem; we are only human and flesh and blood.
Looking as sharp as Sweeney Todd’s razor, Roger struck a formidable figure as he donned his smart clothes and tie. At times, he would often talk of the night of his career when he fought John Conteh. He took the defeat of that match very personally and would often punch out a drunk who scoffed at his midlands accent and his past pride and glory.
Back then I had muscles on my muscles, I was tattooed and tanned, wore the tightest of jeans to accentuate my snakelike waist and the whitest of tight vests to accentuate my muscle packed torso. To top it all off, I had the nicest piece of eye-candy on my arm in the form of a stunning, long-legged, mini skirted blonde.
Insanity is a very lonely and empty existence - it’s painfully true. They may laugh and smile, and skip and dance, but behind all the faces there is hollowness like a bottomless pit. The living dead, depression is a terrible illness, so is psychosis, the mentally inflicted beyond cure.
Nowadays I just don’t care; I’ve taken the Frank Zappa stance. I am who I am! Some love me, some loathe me, some respect me and some despise me. But after all that’s been, I still love the insane! As they’re exciting, dangerous and highly explosive! For me mad dogs are gentlemen.
I went through a period where I couldn’t keep off the establishment’s roofs, it was a serious urge I had. To look at a drainpipe and start shaking with excitement, nobody knows the feeling of hitting a prison roof, not unless you’ve done it. Let me tell you, it’s like a lotto win - it’s power. You’re the governor; it’s a kick in the teeth to the system.
Violence leads to madness, it fills you with crazy thoughts. You sleep it, eat it and shit it. You become a time bomb. They push you a bit more – you blow up. They beat you and you survive. You get strong and you blow again. So how long can a man live this way? I’ll tell you…until he dies, if need be. It becomes a way of life, but I don’t remember it, why? Simple…it’s painful; it’s empty and alone. Your cell becomes a hole in the earth, it sucks you in. You drown in your own bitterness, it’s not right to live this way.
Prison madness is much the same! Insanity is plentiful in prisons. These days with the drug culture it’s not a lot of difference, as a lot of convicts make themselves psychotic and paranoid. Many end up killers, all over petty and minor problems. Where men would once squabble, fight and kill over a ½ oz of bacca they now do the same over a gram of white powder or a bag of brown!
Urges like the loony who enjoys strangling, it’s his buzz. He gets depressed when in seclusion, as he can’t strangle anybody so in the end he hangs himself in turmoil. Their brain can’t handle it. He wants so bad to kill, but they will not let him, so he has to kill himself.
The asylum years taught me a lot about myself. Bear in mind I’m the only lunatic in the United Kingdom who spent time in all three max secure asylums, which you should now know are…Rampton, Broadmoor and Ashworth. Don’t ask me which is the best or the worst, as how do you compare insanity with insanity?
Broadmoor creeps into your blood, the walls touch the sky and the grounds suck you in, they’ve even got their own burial ground. We called it the ‘madman’s hole’, it smelt of fear; a stillness and even the birds seemed to have a stone face like their eyes were made of marble. So many monsters, men of hell, I don’t know how a sane man can keep sane in there.
I am a creation of the establishment, I realise I’m not as strong as life itself, but I also realise death will suck me in. The eyes and fingers are pointing in my direction. For me, there is only one way – one road, one signpost; it reads, ‘Hell’. It’s a one-way ticket; there are no brakes on my vehicle, there is no way out, only one way in.
Sometimes I stare into a pool of piss, I see my reflection, I picture a hole in my face, there’s nothing there, it’s vanished. I watch the maggots turn to flies, and they fly off with bits of flesh from my body. I attempt to wipe it clear from my mind, but the nice thoughts get swallowed up. I can’t think nice for too long…it would destroy me.
You get used to the brain being squeezed. At nighttime in the darkness of your emptiness, it seems to swell back up and gives you some peace. In the darkness even the pain is not so bad. A bruise heals. (Time is the treatment.) But it’s your mind that’s tortured. Your thoughts are in turmoil and despair. Feelings of awesome revenge and destruction manifest themselves.
I personally could never come to terms with my label of ‘Criminally Insane’. Just because of my violent outbursts in prison, don’t mean to say I’m mad. Obviously I had become a disruptive element within the penal system. Uncontrollable! Unpredictable! But that don’t make insanity!
Just imagine, you’re on a stretcher in the hospital, being wheeled to the operating theatre, they inject you, put you to sleep…anaesthetic. You drift into blackness, you’re out and you’re the closest yet to death. Then a surgeon cuts into your body, rips you open, goes deep inside. Looks within, pulls a bit out, puts bits in, sews you up. Then! If you’re lucky, you awake! Some don’t wake, this is my point, will you wake? Why should you? How can you? That’s the black hole of madness you’re in! Screaming to get out: ‘Alive’ or just ‘Sane’! You want out of it, you want to see the light!
Just take my advice and stay away from those psychiatrists they’re dangerous. And if you’re 13 years old and sitting in front of one do what I never…chin him ‘cos if you don’t you’ll live to regret it. You talk to your mum and dad (they know you best) and keep your problems in the family.
Insanity can be a heavy cross to bear; I mean look at all those people in loony bins compared to those that are free and walking the streets – a tiny percentage are classed as mad. The incidence of mental problems amongst people is said to be rising, so what do they go and do, they cut the amount of asylums by half! Whoever makes these decisions has to be a loon and a half!
They ask themselves: “What will he do?” “How will he react?” “Will he go mad?” “Will he bite?” “Will he be armed?” They’re pumped up with fear. Adrenaline pumping, fingers tense on the trigger, brains racing. And I’m cool as a cat! The name ‘Charles Bronson’ causes panic! The name ‘Mickey Peterson’ causes stress! The police all love to arrest me, as I’m the most exciting madman they will ever arrest! It’s a fact. So here I am years later, and I’m still the madman. There is no escaping my past.
Mad people are very emotionally orientated! They have complex feelings, they’re easily upset, but are also easy to please! Most mad people have lonely lives, as nobody understands them. So they become “Lost Souls.” They dream a lot. Go within their minds to search - some will turn strange, become dangerous. So a madman is created! His world becomes a mission.
While there is nothing wrong with physical desire per se, and wanting a partner who you consider to be physically attractive, you should also understand that if you are serious about finding that special someone and perhaps growing old with them, looks fade but character does not.
How often do you find yourself saying, “In a minute”, “I’ll get to it” or “Tomorrow’s good enough” and every other possible excuse in the book? Compare it with how often you decide it’s got to be done, so let’s get on and do it! That should tell you just how serious your procrastinating problem really is.
Habitual procrastinators will readily testify to all the lost opportunities, missed deadlines, failed relationships and even monetary losses incurred just because of one nasty habit of putting things off until it is often too late.
They think giving people longer prison sentences is going to teach people a lesson. Well that is just fantasy, as we just take our drugs and violence in to the prison. Our brothers and sisters, pals or rivals outside plug the gap that has been left by the dealer that was selling the crack or smack in the first place. Just like kamikazes, when one is dead, fifty queue up to take their place.
Bongo and Shug seen what was going on and decided to smash holes all over the roof of the hall, just for something to do. Bongo was first on to the roof, where, unknown to him he was being filmed from a cell in the hall straight across from him, but Bongo didn’t give a fuck as he never even wore a mask to try and protect his face, he was in his element, so was Shug. And to their credit, they didn’t half wreck the roof of the hall.
There is no getting away from the fact, he is one of only a few screws in the system who are the real McCoy. Anyone reading this book who has spent time in Scottish prisons will no doubt agree, this chimp is up for it just as much as the prisoners. I personally would love to see more screws like him, as he doesn’t bother with all this shitty report piss. If you want to fight him, he comes into your cell, one-on-one, man-to-man.
Rockweiler (nickname) has settled down over the years, he is a man mountain, he stands some six-and-a-half foot tall, and is round about eighteen or nineteen stones in weight. He too works in Barlinnie, this dog was responsible for giving the Wendy House seg unit the tough name tag, as he dished out the beatings to some very hard prisoners in the past. I can’t take that away from him, but he was a bit of a shit bag as well because he wore the full riot body armour when he offered to fight.
Adrian (not sure if real Christian name?) was a PTI in Perth Prison before he came to work in the special units with us. Adrian was a gentleman, but he was also a very, very hard man that didn’t take any shit. He is now working up in Inverness Prison, but I can tell you, this man can go for fun. I have witnessed him in action, I have been about all the diggers in Scotland ten times over and I would put this man up there with the best of them for a roll about with the prisoner.
Big Rab has worked in Barlinnie’s Wendy House for over seven and a half years. The average time a screw works in the seg blocks is two years, this man has seen it and done it all. Most prisoners will agree, he isn’t a dog either but can be when he wants. He has had legendary roll abouts with some of Scotland’s hardest criminals but at the end of it he doesn’t hold any grudges.
I have known Hammy for years, he has been shot in the chest twice at point blank range with a sawn off shotgun. The other hard men must have been shocked when he got out the car he was in and chased them with his own hand gun, he has also been stabbed multiple times in prison and out on the rough tough streets of Glasgow but he is still standing.
I was also in Glenochil Prison in 1992 when Hammy was stabbed five times in the chest and belly off another man called Fudge, but give Hammy his dues, he never tried to jail bait his attacker up. Fudge never got any more time to his sentence for the frenzied attack on Hammy. This man has also had pit bulls and rottweiler dogs set on him and guess what, he beat the dogs.
Another man of sheer violence was the late Stewart Boyd, he was killed in a car accident over in Spain’s Costa del Sol shortly after being released from prison in June 2003. But he certainly left his mark on the city streets of Glasgow. He was a force to be reckoned with, a gang enforcer. Murder and witness intimidation were high on his criminal charge sheet.
Gary Moore is another legendary figure of sheer violence. In prison, Gary has spent most of his adult life inside one jail or another. When, on the odd occasion, he does get out of prison, it doesn’t take him long to go on a murderous campaign of total terror. Gary has been charged and stood trial for some three or four different murders.
At one point the worst thing to happen was the odd stabbing or slashing, the violence that we live with nowadays used to only be seen in Hollywood gangster movies such as Gangs of New York, Menace to Society and Boys and the Hood. Even when we were reading about the crack hitting London, no one in Scotland would have thought in their wildest dreams that it would have taken off in our cities, towns and now even highland villages.
There are now babies being born in our hospitals with crack or heroin habits, come on, fuck, no one would have dreamt such a horrible thing would happen to a newborn babies in Scotland. I didn’t think the sons and daughters, mothers and fathers of Scotland would have been messed up in such a nasty circle of misery, depression, violence, suicides and prisons because of drugs.
Ian Brady was born Ian Duncan Stewart on 2 January 1938 in Glasgow, Scotland, he’s responsible for a series of murders that took place from 1962 until 1965 in Greater Manchester. Brady and Myra Hindley met in 1961, she was a 19-year-old typist, he was a 23-year-old stock clerk. By 1966, both were tried at Chester Assizes for multiple murder. The trial lasted 15 days; Brady and Hindley were convicted on 6 May 1966, sentenced to life imprisonment.
TC Campbell doesn’t need any introduction, the man is a legend in the prison community and outside when this very strong-minded man was trying to prove his innocence for the six murders he had been convicted for. TC went on a fifty-day hunger strike, he ended up in hospital. This man was willing to die to prove his innocence, if he never done his famous hunger strike he probably would have never go the MPS in government to sit up and take note.
Just as chillingly as Manuel took police to the spot where he had buried 17-year-old Isabella Cooke, it was reminiscent of this when Brady took police to Saddleworth Moor in Yorkshire, when he and Hindley were flown there by helicopter to walk on the graves of more victims.
There’s just no comparison between these hard men, some fight with their bare hands, some with their brains and some with weapons. Some have a sixth sense for survival, avoiding death with catlike ease. I don’t include any world champ at this or that, but I do include men that would wipe the floor with any world champion at anything you wanted to throw at them.
When Barlinnie’s Prison doctor, Dr Danson, came to see Dingus, he turned in disgust at the state Dingus was left to lie in. Doctor Danson refused to treat him as he knew Dingus’s injuries were life threatening, he told the top warden that Dingus would need to be rushed to Glasgow Royal Infirmary for emergency surgery. The screws in the seg block refused to listen to the doctor, they pushed and manhandled their own doctor out of Dingus’s cell and threatened him with a severe beating if he made anything public about Dingus’s injuries.
From the tens of thousands of criminals I have mixed with behind bars and in the streets or have known of over the last three decades of my criminally active life, the Eighties, Nineties and Naughties, I have selected the crème de la crème of the toughest, maddest, hardest Scottish bastards that have ever drawn breath.
As equally as one may use size, the cunning James Crosbie was once classified as the most dangerous man in Scotland, notorious for his daring bank robberies and escaping on a bicycle. He was the criminal mastermind behind many successful crimes carried out throughout the UK.
Thirteen years have past since 1993, and I still have not seen one single book, documentary or anything to the biggest epidemic in Scottish, British prison history. I would go as far and say, no other prison in the world had fourteen men catching the HIV virus at the same time.
Once the screws left, most of the six or seven boys who had been overpowered by the SAS were not in any fit state to move, never mind talk. In May 1988 Malkie and Sammo and one other boy, whose name escapes me right now, got a total of twenty-seven years between them for mobbing and rioting and assault.
The riot screws did not stop there, they dragged him down the corridor where ten other nameless screws repeatedly coshed him over the head and face and body. Dingus by now was totally out cold, he had received the equivalent injuries of someone who was involved in a car crash.
Now if you want to look to the medical profession for a true hard bastard, there is none harder, in my opinion, than the man I will now name. I mean, 99.9 per cent of doctors would want to protect their pension and keep in with the in-crowd, not, though, this man amongst men. The star witness against the screws from Barlinnie was Doctor Simon Danson.
I will not go into detail but the screw put up a little bit of a resistance, fair play to him, but we were so desperate for the drugs in her medical bag that nothing was going to stop us getting at them. That is what happened, we got the bag of drugs from her hand. I can tell you, we were like two tramps round a bag of chips in a bin.
Porkie and me came to some sort of agreement with the screw and the nurse, and after some haggling we gave ourselves up. After that, I never saw my friend Porkie again until we appeared at Edinburgh High Court, where we each got six years on top of our sentences for one night of madness. That just shows you how drugs can get a grip over your mind.
The screws have brought all the revenge attacks on themselves. Most prisoners that have done some nasty damage in the system have come through the young offenders, where that was just a breeding ground for hatred from the screws point of view. They were famous for bullying and battering young, defenceless boys to the point of death, in some cases.
I keep telling the screws over and over again, ‘If you treat a young boy in prison like a dog, keep him in a cell that is like a cage and constantly beat him and bully him, that boy is going to grow up hating yous and the system.’ The only thing on his mind will be revenge, maybe it is not revenge on the screws that so frequently bullied and tortured him, but in the boy’s eyes he is getting revenge on the uniform, as it all means the same thing in the boy’s or man’s eyes.
It was so funny, I witnessed this with my own eyes, Andy and the screw were like two WWF wrestlers, we were locked behind the grill gates cheering Andy on, the chants started. The chant was to the tune of Jingle Bells and went like this: Stab a screw, stab a screw, stab a screw today, all that fun it is to stab a screw on New Year’s Day, but it was only 29 December.
Before Mags became a household name across Scotland, it was during the mid Nineties when she became an avid anti-paedophile campaigner against paedophiles on the Raploch Estate, attracting media attention, even appearing on Robert Kilroy-Silk’s morning TV show. At the height of her anti-paedophilic crusade, she led a howling mob of protesters to a hostel near her home where a known paedophile was staying.
Mags seemed to attract trouble wherever she went. The Raploch Estate in Stirling was a nice backdrop, a middleclass place to live and bring up your kids until the scourge of drugs took a grip of its sons and daughters, like any other quiet township. The more the people needed drugs, the rougher and more violent the place became.
The junkies had themselves a field day, they didn’t care for the safety of the overseas tourists, no sir. They would stop at nothing. Some tourists were left bloodied and battered on the sacred ground of the Wallace Monument, minus their video cameras and the likes. The camera’s were soon sold to a fence in the Raploch for pennies, compared to the actual price it was worth, then the junkies didn’t waste much time getting to Big Mags’ door with the £20 that they had got from the local fence in the nearby neighbourhood.
Brian ‘The Tax Man’ Cockerill - While I’m mentioning drug dealers, I have to give a mention to a man hated by the peddlers of soul destroying stuff, big Brian ‘The Tax Man’ Cockerill (AKA as Scot’s Brian), born on 16 December 1964 in Coatbridge, in Lanarkshire, at 6ft 3in, with 23 stone of rock solid muscle, his awesome power has made him a truly terrifying force in Britain’s underworld. A walking colossus, anyone who gets in his way and tries to stay there had better be ready for the hiding of their life.
As for that Maxine Carr, she could have helped clear up the murders much quicker, but she chose not to grass her lover to the coppers, no one in the criminal world likes grasses, but this isn’t any normal criminal case. Huntley isn’t a criminal, he is a total fucking, monster beast who, if I had my way, I could hang him in Soham town hall for the families to see.
I’ve been an inmate in Broadmoor, Rampton and Ashworth. I was one of ‘them’. I was once Britain’s most unstable madman! This book is a complete one off! If you’re a nervous type of reader then don’t read it. You’ve been warned! You are now entering the world of insanity; please keep hold of your sanity until the book comes to a stop!
Some people believe they are lucky, and in their belief, become so. Others believe that when good things come to them, it was mere chance, but are grateful, just the same. Either way, it is the expectation of those good things that sets the process of mind power in motion.
I wished at that moment that the Wests had killed me, it would have been a merciful release from the hell that DC Smith was putting me through. This barrage of questions by DC Smith and his heavy-handedness into this inquiry and his bullying barrack-room interrogation style of interviewing had left me feeling shamed.
This extraordinary tale of madness, leading up to Stephen being sectioned off to the lunatic asylum at Broadmoor, also reveals Stephen’s eventual fight to win his freedom from the asylum, which saw his legal team mount a successful challenge against the ‘criminally insane’ label that was keeping him in Broadmoor. Moyle’s legal team successfully argued that he was either a criminal or insane, he could not be both.
Once the cons were in the cell, they’d pull razors or homemade daggers out and rob the YOs of their trainers, leather jackets or jewellery. You couldn’t placate them; it would be akin to expecting not to be bitten from a Rhodesian Ridgeback whilst petting it! Bar L was full of rough, colourful and out-of-control junkies who wouldn’t think twice about stabbing you or slashing you just to get what you had on your feet to pay for their next hit of smack.
This was a new buzz, better than anything I’d tried before. For the first time, I could fight back at others. I’d even fight with a parked car! I was totally kyboshed on these drugs, I didn’t care how many boys were standing outside the pub, I’d run over and fight the lot of them. Even though I came off second best, in my mind, I still walked away a winner. I showed them I wasn’t a little shit-bag that always got battered, not when I had the drugs in me.
Gazing out of the window, the gravel path roared as it was crushed into submission under the wheels of the car that was taking me towards a menacing looking medieval castle with two huge and terrifying turrets that seemingly reached out towards me. I imagined that I was the gravel and the wheels of the car were the social care system.
If you could get anything at all off Santa, what would it be?’ I asked for a fire engine and sweets. Bunty exclaimed in delight, ‘Santa will get you that, but you and Scott will need to leave out a bowl of milk and some carrots for Rudolph.’ ‘Who’s Rudolph?’ I asked. Bunty told me in confidence that Rudolph was Santa’s reindeer and that he helped pull all the children’s toys in the world over the snow. I couldn’t wait. In readiness for Rudolph, Scott, Martha, Bunty and I picked out four of the biggest carrots from a bag in the kitchen, which we then washed. We found a big bowl that we used to lick the cream out of, which we filled with milk. We put the bowl along with the carrots under the Christmas tree, with all the other children’s offerings. Then Bunty and Martha came in and washed us, put us to bed and read us a story, before kissing us good night. On their way out they said, ‘When you wake up, Santa will have been'.
A lot of attention has been given over to the Catholic Churches sexual abuse of children in their care, but this attention seems to have been hijacked by the media and has overshadowed the many thousands of victims that endured physical abuse.
From spending ten years in hell and coming to this regime of kindness was a shock. It was so much of a shock, it was unbelievable. I was like an untamed animal, I couldn’t accept it and I just wouldn’t accept it.