Abolish these categories of pain(or is it love)Let it all be one painPain swallows itself, dies like a star.

Feeling awful is physiological you say.God I hate you, I say. Yes you can find the neurons for feeling awful. Do you think you can find the neurons for the fact I hate you?

I knew you were in charge of me but my mind broke on its own.

And maybe you can’t know me now.   Maybe I’m just blood. Whatever that’s for.

I didn't care much what happened to me, so chance didn't matter.